Run Your Own Race - At Your Own Pace

anksgiving Day, dawn spills over Dana Point Harborpounds on me. The sense of competitiveness heats
where thousands of runners gather for the annualup and so does my pace. I forget that I already run
Turkey Trot. The largest holiday race in Californiatwo miles down to the Harbor and have 4.2 miles left
beckons folks of all ages, sizes, shapes, and abilities.to go. The runners around me set my pace.
Waiting at the starting line for the 10-K, I talk to aSuddenly, as I make the turn, I am struck by a
Dad and his 7 year-old daughter. Around me, I hearhumbling sight. Facing me, arms pumping runs a young
bravado talk about marathons, triathlons, hard bodiesman with one leg glittering in the sun. The metal
and zippo fat content. Thankfully, I spy silver hairedshank is attached to his thigh. A thin aluminum calf
folks with knee braces, a young couple with babies inleads to a metal foot curved like a rocker. He is
jogging strollers and runners decked in costumesoblivious to anyone who passes him. He is running his
ranging from Santa Claus to Elvis Presley. Running in aown race at his own pace.
gold polyester jump suit, and pompadour wig whileI slow down, take his lesson, and resume my 1-2-3-4
carrying a boom box blaring Elvis tunes will be somemantra. Lesson learned, smack between the eyes.
trick. Me-I just want to finish.How many times do we let others set the pace,
The gun goes off and we all inch our way under theignoring our own goals, our abilities? How many times
balloon arch. Runners jostle for position, elbowing theirdo we judge our success or our failure by what
way to break into stride. Me-I just grin at the newothers have done?
day and feel righteous for having gotten up andI finish despite the pain in my knee. Way behind the
down to the event.silver-haired lady. Well behind the 7 year-old. Ahead of
By mile two, my righteousness turns to dismay asthe sleek bodied teenager. It doesn't matter. It is my
the seven year-old passes me by. Elvis has alreadyrace, at my pace. And it is a great day for the
made the turn way before me and I am laggingrace-the human race.
behind a woman who must have 10 years and 20